Jerel Aaron Nebeker

On February 23rd my mom received a call from who I now know to be my moms friend Trish. She informed my mom that Jerel had been shot while trying to save her(Trish) life and the life of Jerel's brother Adrian. Jerel was in Mexico to do a charity ride with clothes for the needy there in Mexico. They were in San Felipe when it happened I do not want to remember all of the details. It was then that I completely collapsed in the middle of the front room and screamed at the top of my lungs "NO" I couldn't believe that someone I love was brutally murdered. they still haven't found the man who broke my moms heart. It kills me to this day not to have this amazing man in my everyday life.

Let me tell you about who this man was. Jerel was a proud member of the Utah Opera. He was the one who interduced  me to my Passion of singing. He was a computer programmer. He was also a step father to me and my little sister. He always played middle man between me and my mom. He was never officially married to my mom but they didn't need a piece of paper to say that they loved each other. Jerel made my mom smile everyday. He was awesome when it came to playing with my little sister. He was a fantastic friend, I owe my life to him.

There isnt a day that goes by that I dont look at his picture and think about how much I miss him. I love you Jerel and I miss you every second of everyday.


I want to challenge all my readers how few of you there are, Go through this week and tell every one in your life how much they mean to you. You never know when they are going to leave and you dont want to regret never saying goodbye or never telling them how much you care for and love them.

Much Love
Claresa

The best Chili Verde

So Darin and I were at Harmons a couple of weeks ago and they had a lady demoing The Spoon Roast. Well we decided that we were going to try it. It seemed easy.... We went shopping today and got the things needed for it. We had a long day of making this... let me tell you it is worth the wait. I am IN love with this pork. It is so nummy! I feel SO proud of myself, this was the first time I have ever used a crock pot... When I lived with my dad we at Fast Food every night... for 6 years... excluding family dinners at my grandma's or when I was with my mom. I am trying to learn from the mistakes and be a better wife.

SO anyway life here at the porter house is the same but at least we are alive! I am going to go on a mass Application spree next week and try to get a job some where near here and be able to move out and live on our own again. I am tired of being talked to like I am 3 years old. I do understand that I have been unemployed for a while....but I am still looking hard core.

I am working on a blanket again... I am also trying to read more.. I have decided to work on the list of books I have read. I am working on Pride and Prejudice... slowly when I get a chance to read....

well I need to be going, Hugs and Kisses
Claresa

V-day

Hello everyone! Darin and I have decided to wait till next week to do anything... It will be late Valentines and a day of remembrance for me... 9 years ago next Sunday, someone SUPER special to my mom, sister and me was murdered... Jerel Aaron Nebeker was basically my step dad, just with out the paper saying that they were married. I will write more about him later! I swear..

So to my Husband Thank you for the hours of hugs, while I was crying... sorry for having mental breakdowns every other day. I love you whether I say it... Thank you for the endless tickle backs even when you really needed sleep.You are the best! Thank you for understanding how important Jerel was... Sorry for ruining our valentines day with crying for him. I love you!

To my mom, Thank you for the support and the love! You have no idea how much I LOVE YOU... I miss you everyday.  I will always be your baby girl and Resa Pickles

To my Dad I love you SO much. Thank you for teaching me to be the person I am. Thank you for just being there when I needed a day away. I so thankful for everything you have done for me and Katie... you will never know just how much I love and care for you even if I don't show it
To my Lil' sister, I may not say it enough but GUTZ more than ever. You are the best... I could have never even thought that we would be so close I never thought we could get along but I am glad that you and I have worked things out....

To my friends Thank you for the years of being there! Thank you for just knowing when to tell me to shut up.... I love you guys. Thank you For being you!

Valentines is a day to be with or thank the ones you love for loving you... at least that's what I think.