todays randomness

as of late Darin and I are fighting a lot... I don't know why... Since the gas company said they were going to sue us... we have been super stressed as of late... I don't know what to do... we dont have the money to pay the bill and they wont take anything less than the whole thing.... Help me!!! I feel like i don't love him but i know i should.... I hate that i might not love him.... i dont know what to do....